Angan2ku

Ya,sememangnya aku seorang jejaka yang memiliki impiannya sendiri. AKu memiliki impian dari segi percintaan dan kerjaya masa depan. Aku juga seorang yang suka bermimpi tapi selalu sekadar angan2 mat jenin yang tak ketersampaian. Impianku yang hanya tinggal kenangan ialah impian untuk menlanjutkan pelajaran keluar negara. Aku tahu ia mungkin mustahil bagiku yang malas belajar dan sering tidak siap kerja rumah. Aku juga tidak pandai menguruskan masa dan sering terpesong dari tujuan yang sebar.zzzzzzZzz.. Impian dalam percintaan juga sama seperti impianku tadi, ia hanya tinggal kenangan kosong yang tidak mungkin tercapai. Perasaanku terhadap si dia masih lagi ada tetapi si dia miliki orang lain. Walaupun pahit namun ku telan seperti menelan ubat panadol..zzZzzz.. Walaupun impianku untuk memjadi pemimpin telah tercapai namun ia sekadar luaran sahaja. Tugasku hanyalah menyelia dan tidak melakukan perkara yang dilakukan pemimpin sebenar. Oklah.. setakak itu sahaja yang aku mampu kosing untuk kali ini....

Belajar Bahasa Iban..(Belaja Jako Iban)

Walaupun saya seorang tulen tetapi saya tidak mampu mengusai bahasa Iban dengan sempurna. Datuk saya merupakan seorang yang mahir dalam bidang bahasa Iban dan saya berasa rugi kerana tidak dapat belajar dengan lebih mendalam daripadanya. Tujuan saya untuk belajar bahasa Iban kerana ingin menyertai pertandingan menulis esei dalam bahasa iban anjuran Kementerian Penerangan(Mungkin dah tukar nama). Hadiahnya yang lumayan sudah cukup untuk merajinkan saya menulis esai dalam bahasa Malaysia dan bahasa Iban. Untuk makluman sekalian, bahasa iban menpunyai karya kesusasteran yang indah. Malangnya semua ini semakin hilang dsimamah waktu. Saya berharap bahasa Iban dapat dimartabatkan lagi kerana bahasa Iban mempunyai sistem tulisannya sendiri selain rumi. Sekian...

Aku kembali..

Ya, aku kembali selepas laptie ku hilang di sambar oleh malim aka pencuri. Kalau nak curi pun mintalah kebenaran dulu ini tidak main sambar jer. Kalau aku jumpa kau nanti nahas kamu aku kerjakan.Hahahaha*evil laugh*.Ok, back to the main motive ya.. aku masih hidup walaupun banyak benda yang hampir membuat ku mati seperti ujian listening MUET yang entah ape. Kualiti suara dan nada pengucapn speaker membuatkan aku muntah darah(secara expressi batinku). Untuk kamu di luar sana. Aku berasa bangga kerana kamu dapat singgah di dalam blog aku yang rendah mutu bahasanya. Pengguna bahasa rojak sering menjadi isu di kalangan para permantab bahasa dan Pendeta bahasa seperti A. Samad Said. Aku berasa kenapa nilai bahasa yang digunakan oleh aku sangat rendah? Mungkin kerana aku hanya berniat untuk berkomunikasi dengan pembaca sekalian. Maaf bahasa Inggeris ku sangatlah teruk.Itu saja dariku budah shs... Gua chow dulu... sayonara...

Aku dan blogku..

Setelah penat berblog atau talk cock dalam bahasa mat salleh.Aku kini ingat cuba berblog dalam bahasa Malaysia or Melayu..Err.. confius nyer.. Ape ape ajelah.. jadi bare with my broken grammar and spelling.. haha..

Father and son...

Well.. I don't really know what is the feel of having a father.Frankly,I rarely can meet and having a conversation with him.I learn all the knowledge that I know from my experience.I learn what is life by myself.I wish that his can give me an advice on how to be a man.Well,it just a another dream of mine.I used to hate him but my hatred does know long.Sometime... I wish that I can get a normal life like the rest of my friends do.They having both of the parents with them.What a perfect family they got.There is a father who teach them how to be a good individual in they life and explain what life are to them.

For sure that I'm craving of my father love.I truly,deeply and madly miss my father love.It just,I'm miss him so much.I never know when will I can meet him again in my life.Even though he leave me alone,I'm still love here until now.No matter how hard I'm denying this,I'm still miss him so much in my life.Until know I should expect that you can guess how desperate I'm.

I try to be independent.I'm struggle myself to live my life without him in my life but I still need his support and motivation to succeed .He is such my inspiration in my life.I believe that I can do a lot better than now if he can motivate me...

Actually,I'm just me him once in this year.Last I don't even meet him at all.Last time I meet him in this year,he tell me to study hard and don't bother about him anymore.He already have a wife and a few child.I never me my or know who my sibling are.I'm just heard a rumor that my brother is good at his studies.Keep it up bro,make our father proud of you.I wish you can turn into a decent man in the future.I wish that you can succeeded in your life in the future.For your information,he still in primary school.I so envy with him...

P.S:Dad,I love you.
P.S.S:Turning emo.
P.S.S.S:...(T.T)....*sad and sober*.....

Let us serenade ourself by this meaningful song...

Living in isolated world....

I love to lock myself inside my room.I have a little friends.Even though that I like to having a social life but I don't have a friends to hang out with.All my buddy already leaving me here in the neglected town.Inside my town,you can only find a good food,We only got a very limited place for socializing.In this town the life flow is still slow if you compare with a bing metropolitan city like Kuala Lumpur.Sometime I would like to live in this metropolitan city.I want to feel the excitement of that hassle and bustle city.

I think that I had already lost the essential to become a teenager.If you can see,other teenager alway live they life to the fullest.They can easily hang out with they friends on every weekend.For me,I'm just here do nothing except surfing the net,check my friendster account and sometime having a boring chatting with stranger.I hate my pathetic life and I always wish that I can have a better life.I hate the isolation and the emptiness of my heart.I alway feel that my life is a far to bored than other teenager.

I also hate to become a single.I need a girlfriend where I can rant and rumble to her.Where we can share each other problem and try to solve.I like to have a girlfriend where I can share my love with her.Watching movie together on weekend and share our meal together.We also having a give and take moment.Once again I would like to rant about my boring life.It can make me having a mind distortion and etc..

Anyone out there would like to become my friend...
You are welcomed.....


P.S:Not in cheer mood.
P.S.S:Disparately need a girlfriend...
P.S.S.S:I'm already bored with my life....
P.S.S.S.S:Now in emo mode...

Let us relax with Chinese song convert into English song:
Original version:De ge by Janice
Cover version:Never Let You Go by Janice also..

My life as a prefect...

I'm "heart" being a prefect.Being a prefect is not a easy nor tough task.If you done it with responsibilities and dedication it can be fun for you.In this board,I learn many thing.You can sort it. I learn it all from Prefectorial board.It teach me how to be helpful,responsible,respectful,being calm in critical situation and etc.This board also lead by very good and almost perfect leader.He is very reliable and punctual.For sure,I'm respect him to the fullness.He is also a good a guy to talk with.He also a good adviser,persuader and motivator.He can be tolerant too...He will try to understand your problem so that both of you can dissolve the problematic thing that happen.He always belief in given a second chance.Even though you had don't a mess before,he will try to forgive to.He believe that second chance can change people to the better.Them learn from mistake but sometime.. people a too forgetful and forgot what they had done before.They just repeat the same mistake over and over again.They never learn from the past.

I also will miss how the other prefect treat me.They are so friendly and helpful.If you in a problem they will be there to solve the problem with you side by side.You will be surprise that this peoples are very kind a very hard to find in this modern,global and materialistic world.It shown that this kind of peoples does not extinct yet.I was so touched by them and hope that this will continue for a long long time.

I hope this board will become the example to other boards in the school and also in the country if can.....

Pengawas Sesi 2006/2007


Biro kesihatan Sesi 2006/2007

P.S:I will love you guys...
P.S.S:This is the good thing that I ever had..

Enjoy this song by blink 182-Miss you